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(lalune)
01:35
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THIS FLESH OBSCENE
04:55
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empty love come over still
empty body i leave kill
cleanse this hell i must come clean
if this flesh was less obscene
touch my face or wash my feet
no more fear for who ill be
i deserve this blood so sweet
i deserve this blood in me
empty love i need you please
empty body blood i bleed
cleanse this hell i must come clean
if this flesh was less obscene
touch my face or wash my feet
no more fear for who ill be
i deserve this blood so sweet
i deserve this blood in me
i deserve this blood so sweet
i deserve this blood in me
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fruit of trees
04:13
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its been a while since i went back
i was wearing all my sin
it weighs from confessional hymn
if i could keep this heart
pure and lovely still
it was fruit that made my body ill
ah
flower from my skin
ah
flower at the end
its been a while since i left here
the garden of all things
teach me how to grow with fruit of trees
so is this evil
good enough for me
try to survive without the need
ah
flower from my skin
ah
flower at the end
i kill the son
i know its you
if flesh could be undone undo
is this penance a just cause
is this penance for who i loved
burn in gehenna the son i was
is the sentence the way i brush my hair alright
you say it looks fine
drain names for me from my side
ah
flower from my sin
ah
flower from within
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4. |
fangs in the lamb
04:13
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dogear my language its on pause for the year
marks on me i languish in the cross that i must bear
golgothan spikes in my palms in my hair
berret for the daughter kill the son choking air
the smoke from the diary i kept stuffed beneath
things wrote from the liar eve i wrote my rough and bleak
times for the red sea i split body in twain
the god in my middle holding onto chains
please hold me together or break me out
she holds me but whether she still will
i can never tell i never know
i never will will i ever go
go up above or down below
binaries of choices decide or dont
my god
i dont even know anymore
i am im not
the things i cant ignore
golgothan spikes in sons palms in her hair
she often writes you in the psalms where you care
barrettes like the horns on the devils nightmare
regrets like the thorns on his crown but unaware
they prod at my skull when i lay down my head
the god in me lulls my weary self to sleep in bed
so if she is yatzer hara am i trapped in who i am
oh elohim are you god or satan
opposing the change am i you or the damned
i chose now i change was that fangs in the lamb
fangs in the lamb
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so if you wanted to be what you need
castrate yourself with lye
clean wound clean body
meltdown made real in life
well all burn in our own fucking hellfire
we all burn in our own hell
so if our hearts are close together
whose sin is that
and if she wants to be a boy
will she taste of ash
will we burn in our own fucking hellfire
we all burn in our own hells
so if you held your praise and beliefs
would you make it right
there are voices in this body
cannot turn off their sight
they all burn in their own fucking hellfire
they all burn in their own hell
if i was better
church bells wed her
she looks like my own fucking hellfire
she burns bright my own hell
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6. |
i look at god
03:45
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what was wrong with my head
i touch my skin it wasnt myself
im in the mirror theres three reflections
dont like it but could use the help
i look at god she looks right back
i hate the way she calls me him
if he could stop hed already stop
if she could walk would she go back in
youre already god
go back stop
what was wrong with my head
i struggle now i struggled then
i beat at walls im captive in
is there difference doing the right thing sin
i look at god she looks right back
i know someday i gotta give
shes in me now a heart attack
kill myself so she can live
youre already god
go back stop
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7. |
god daughter
03:59
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yashua i know
yashua i dont
kill the son you know
let live the one you dont
i saw the lamb that took
i was i am i would
great i am that looks
her eyes could see what i could
yashua i know
yashua i dont
kill the son you know
let live the one you dont
no sun can touch my skin
no one have i let in
but one or two has went
to control the things i cant
yashua i know
yashua i dont
kill the son you know
let live the one you dont
its okay if god needs my blood she can take it
i wont run away solve the imposter scared i fake it
tetelestai is it finished can i make it
in being my found then i lost her aware and awake its
me myself and i the trinity
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8. |
DOE-KILLER
04:48
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cloven hoof
you doe killer
dont touch my skin
wove in love
all grown tiller
do i sprout sin
elohim
does my heart
disobey with what i am
eyes that gleam
the ox, eagle,
lion, man
go home
i dont wanna be alone
im scared of how ive grown
prey only can atone
what predators these heavens own
bleed
what the fuck i know
if i wanna go home
i better go alone
this blood aint mine
so i bleed in kind
were matching signs
fill up the floor
drown in and ors
open up my door
i let you in
i let you in
i let you win
so you wont take my time
prefer to give in
ya you can have whats mine
precious love
taking of
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ESCAPING
04:00
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escape
just try to know my face
to blame
make up another name
escape
i never really wanted to believe
to blame
the things on you that i need
did it take
i hope and dont want to
create
need this so ill make it without you
i wanted to find
part of my heart call home
take back whats mine
clear out gotta start alone
what the fuck you say
dont talk to you anyway
my heart my brain
this was a way was an escape
it was always just fine inside my head so
why dont you stay there
the paint is dripping off the walls
reveal the paper
the floral icons painted blue
will shine pink violet eyes
beneath myself was you
i need this peel back lies by and by
just wait
and i
another day
then i
i can change
look i
not the same now i
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10. |
ishim
05:51
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deity of the simple stuff
swing ishim guide me back up
finding she in the holes i dug
in my veins now callous and tough
sweet relief in my flesh and blood
i killed myself to try to grow up
walk it back our mouths touch
breathe it in hold it in your lungs
pray kaddish for the deads alive
now i subsist on this body of mine
will i miss it will i want more time
your child is my ressurrected life
i am my own messiah
i love you i think about you often
i soften the blows i hit against your coffin
my body your cage against which i fought and
i lost but my death was freedom and autumn leaves change
i leave now to change
deity of complex facade
swing ishim meddle affairs like god
what i need little pills like drugs
i take them in kill skin thick and tough
coagulate and my blood will clot
taking shape from the shape of thoughts
growing up starts when my heart will stop
kill for other kill myself and god be what im not
deity of complex facade
deity of the simple stuff
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ELOHER
04:45
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in your house i was visiting alone
you offer coffee or something sweet
dance about the things that i must say the most
you see me completely
from a different angle
get a compass and chart the stars
the distance is tangled
from feet to miles to miles too far
now in your house we would sleep in separate rooms
or maybe one after the other
codependence that we try to split in two
vantage points flipping lovers
i turn over i toss fate
you get up and you turn to go
door shuts and im wide awake
you go to bed and i watch us grow
apart
ah
fall apart
we sit up we learn to speak
in veiled worries unveiled widows
this marriage in strong and weak
if we could stand on our own alone
oh ella we kiss make up
but we keep our distance till
there is god inside this love
there is god inside me still
ella no him
i was her
no more of he
ella no him
living words
i live and breathe
ella no him
i was her
can i be she
ella no him
say no words
i come to sleep
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12. |
PEACE AND QUIET
04:35
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peace and quiet you
tuck your shirt in
the folds hang off in
dissident angles to prove
you cant define your body in
shapes
you cant define your own self
this way
there is a question you cant come to terms with
is it okay to love
i dont want you to feel alone
but i dont want you to need someone
i cant define myself
with those persons
but i cant define myself
by myself
i know you can be so naive
i know i know what youre hiding
oh god oh god how do you sound
youll never know never know now
perish in my own blood
my parish to avoid the sun
perish to make room love
dioscese like legion run
perish like a loved son
perish like a loved one
touch my skin its all gone
shed the shapes i couldnt love
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13. |
(the moon)
00:55
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